I’m supposed to go out with my friends this Friday I’ve been feeling guilty for clubbing (religious reasons) it’s the last summer before uni starts so I said why not go you know. However, now I regret agreeing because it’s been weighing on my mind so much. I feel so dirty and guilty for going even though I don’t drink or engage in stuff like that. I don’t like when random guys come up to and try to make a move knowing I can never give them what they want. I feel so bad for wanting to bail on my friends but I hate being in that environment. I’m not too sure whether to cancel or suck it up and put on a face for everyone.