Context: We have been friends for over 20 years. We recently had a major falling out which left me unable to reconcile the heartbreak she left me with ( its complicated). We have been trying to fix our friendship, but we're not in a place where I would consider her in my inner circle anymore. When I consider our history and the fact that even though I can't trust her she is objectively still important to me. I feel a little guilty excluding her from the people i am telling, so AITA?