I (f22) work at the hospital as a CNA and I'm working towards my masters. Most of the CNAs at my job are usually working toward graduate level careers. We have about six CNAs on the floor and one of them (m24) is aspiring to be a MD. With him being considered conventionally attractive and the floor consisting mostly of female nurses, he definitely gets preferential treatment. While this only annoys me slightly, it does have obvious effects on the other CNAs that work with him on said shifts. Less help being one of the bigger signs. Now here is my plight. Something about him seems incredibly off to me. He almost seems too perfect. His responses seem very manufactured, not very original. It reminds me strongly of Patrick Batemans performance in American Psycho. I met another CNA in the hospital who went to school with him and she outwardly told he something is off about him. So I know l'm not going crazy, but I feel like his physical appearance can override his strange behavior for other people. Because of this my natural instinct is to be a bit distant with him during our shifts. I'd still be nice, but instinctively my nerves feel much calmer at a distance. He always tries to come to me and talk about things which i gladly exchange thoughts with him. But i get extremely unnerved and overwhelmed by his responses and mannerisms. AlTA for not wanting to be around him? I see him like every other day and he always makes it his duty to talk to me or help me and i feel bad that I feel this off about him. (P.S. I've been told I am really good at reading people but it also comes from me being neurodivergent and being more of the observant type. I never like to rely solely on my hunches but i don't have anyone to vent this toðŸ˜)